*wishes she wasn't so lazy, which might make this easier*



Dear Journal Thingy,

I've had a really busy week! When I got here, I met Shikamaru-kun (he was so jumpy at first, hahaha), was scolded by Itachi-san for leaving the mic on, and talked to Deidara-senpai!!. He was mad at me for saying he talks too much though. Even if he does talk too much.

I also found Hidan-san! He's such a good friend to me. :D

That same night, I was rejected by Deidara-senpai. More than once... For a moldy old puppet. Ouch.

But! It's okay, because Juu-chan and I really hit it off, and we even started a baking club! (that doesn't come until later though).

Before that, I saw Pein, got shafted by the cleaning robots (though I made friends with Johnny-kun! :D), and discovered that Juu-chan would kill someone to get jam for me. I love my friends. ♥

The second day was just as busy! I met Karin-chan, bonded some more with Johnny-kun, heard about the Host Club (I still don't know what a Host Club is, really D:), tried on some aprons that Juu-chan found, and goofed off with the baking club, where I met even more friends (like Neji-kun , Excel-chan, Mello-kun , Tamaki-kun, and Gaara-kun), and met Larxene-chan. Whew!

*cuts off here to run and get some muffins*

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Where was I...

Oh! Right.

The next day.

Well. Hidan-san loves attention, so he scrawled mean things all over the walls, and boy, did he get attention! :D I think this is when Hidan-san and I became a whole lot closer. ♥ He exorcised my demon for me, and told me he didn't want me to go to hell, after all. That was really sweet, Hidan-san. ♥

That same night, Juu-chan put up a notice for Deidara-senpai, because I had no idea where he went except that he was with danna and I...guess I missed him after all.

I was in a weird mood when I woke up the next morning, so I asked for some hugs. I got a lot! They made me feel better. ♥ Once I was back to normal, I scolded Deidara-senpai for picking on a recovering lady, and found out that Hidan-san QUIT. AKATSUKI.

...

That made me kinda mad. :D

But I got over it. ♥ Larxene-chan helped.

*cuts off again to eat more muffins*

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What next?

OH! Sakura-chan. :D :D :D

Hahaha, she's so silly.

I wish I could say the same about Kakuzu-san. =_=

Ugh. Going through all this stuff is hard. *eyes stray toward the happy book on his desk* NO. I must continue on!

So. Met the crazy lady with no waist first, AND THEN...

I MET HINATA-CHAN. ♥♥♥ I couldn't stop myself from hugging her. Haha, she's so cute.

I also found out that Hunny-kun is eighteen.

...

Yeah.

......

Er. My days are all blending together. OH WELL.

At some point, I met Sephy-kun, gave Mello-kun some cake (Johnny-kun got a muffin), and got involved in a very crazy discussion with Hidan-san, Hinata-chan, and Sakura-chan.

...

Which led to something that I don't think I want to talk about. Because it still hurts me. Hidan-san may not think he matters, but he does. He matters to a lot of people. And...well, he matters to me, too, obviously.

I just wish he'd consider the people he'd be leaving behind before he does anything so rash again...

Oh, fine.

It started with these notes on my door. Even though they're all crumpled up, I saved them in my dresser. I don't know if I'll ever throw them away.

*a long pause in writing*

Anyway.

I...let go of myself when I saw Hidan-san. I turned into somebody else.

I can't even describe how much it hurt...there's no point.

I took my anger out on Sui-chan, and then...on everybody.

...

I can't write anymore tonight. I'll pick this up again later. ^^

~Tobi~

(TBA)